today was the first time in a long time that i brought something to my fiber critique that i was not at least 75% happy with or proud of. maybe it's stress from moving, or working, or the fact that i have only slept about 12 hours this week in total. but bad excuses aside, i sucked today and it made me sad.
i don't know what i'm doing or where i'm going with my work lately.
the negativity is brewing like a hurricane-torndao hybrid. no bueno.
i just really need to reevaluate my process and materials and how they are going to affect the whole picture. i am struggling like a drowning cat.
there's my negativity creeping up again.
what happened to my senior goals of being positive? and making badass things?
oh i see, they have been slaughtered.
but don't worry. it will be reborn again
these photos will help me do that