today was the first time in a long time that i brought something to my fiber critique that i was not at least 75% happy with or proud of. maybe it's stress from moving, or working, or the fact that i have only slept about 12 hours this week in total. but bad excuses aside, i sucked today and it made me sad.
i don't know what i'm doing or where i'm going with my work lately.
the negativity is brewing like a hurricane-torndao hybrid.
i just really need to reevaluate my process and materials and how they are going to affect the whole picture.
there's my negativity creeping up again.
what happened to my senior goals of being positive?
oh i see, they have been slaughtered.
but don't worry. it will be reborn again
these photos will help me do that